Christmas

I really have never been a real big Christmas person because I rarely got what I actually wanted. For the last couple of years its just been the same Mom, David, Zack, and me. Our lil family unit chilling and enjoying the company of each other. This year I spend about 2 hours with my family in a 3 bedroom house with 3 of us living in it. No one got any presents because if we want somthing we usually just buy it ourself. I wanted a couple of cds but I can buy them tomorrow.

About Damn Time!!!!

It's been a crazy ass two weeks. I damn near forgot that it was Christmas time. Oh well, this damn recession is hitting like Kimbo Slice around this bitch. I can't wait for the New Years parties and things ol' well. Hopefully I have a car to ride around in. And because of some bitchassedness flying around Fayetteville I haven't been to use my phone or computer. Who needs this shit not I said the no so hood kid.

I was just happy to see my friends this weekend. I was kidnapped, real friends do that, as I laid around the house in my pjs because my damn jaw was swolled up like a punching bag. Thank u for the drugs Mr. Dentist I needed them. I am in so much pain right now but sleeping like the dead for 6 hours at a time is my idea of a great time.

P.s. meet a cute guy , called after 2 days, got no reponse...yeah for the damn home team!!!

Update: Went out last last weekend saw him while I was on the dance floor. He walked up to me while I was dancing and was like hey what's up, how you doing, and there was these girl with him so I looked at her and he was like this is my wife ( like his real one)!!! And when I met him he was like I'm a single father with a ex-wife. Damn some ninjas are shady!

Good Bye My Love

This week has been truely sad in all shapes and forms. My beloved Red Velvet is no longer with me. We've had some good times and some bad times but she was my ride or die chick. Always down for some hood rat shit. R.I.P. Velvet.

Home

So I stayed a extra day in V.A. with C. I just couldn't take driving in all that holiday bullshit. But o well, T came back from her amazing cruise.(Which I was secretly hating on) Can't wait to see all the pics and she didn't bring me back a man with means she is dead to me. And I'm thinking that we need to go to Broad St. because we haven't been in like months. And lord knows that I need the craziness. If you can't get a man out there then its just over for you. Plus I miss my little love man..

Well

Of course Blake never calls and if he does I'll be in NC. But texting with the ex today made me realize that this motha fucker never grew up. He had the balls to text me "well I'm horny ass hell and I can't have no sex, so I'm going to hit you back when I finish beating my dick". Really is this the line bitches are falling for these days because I didn't realize that it was the hot shit. Like I was going to say "yeah oh I want just suck your balls cause your horny". The pussy factory closed when you broke my heart and married the old bitch.  And he knows how I feel about a man beating his dick when he is in a relationship. -He shouldn't have to because his dick is my job- 

Damn

I called Blake but his boy answered the phone and was like Blake left his phone here last night. So I am a little sad but those are the breaks. But I text a ex who I'm still in contact with and we are supposed to meet up for drinks or whateva. But I'm just not sure if I want to even meet up with him cause he did break my heart and leave me for an old bitch. And he married her ass after less than 6 months together. We were living together when he met her and just broke up with me one random ass afternoon. I mean really we went to sleep the night before and when I came home from work he had moved out of the bedroom. We had been dealing with each other for like 3 years before hand. So we'll see what happens...

Bailey's

So last night C-money and I went to Salsa's to see our friend Tolls and her peoples. The club its self is basically a spanish club so it's whateva. But as soon as we got there Tolls tells us about her friend Ashley who I call "I date black guy hair" or IDH for short. So anywho Tolls tells us that IDH was talking shit about her to her other friend ( the bitch I call whore) who she has hooked up with Tolls "ex". C-money and I were like so when did you cuss her pussy ass out and Tolls was like "I'm going talk to her soon". 3 hours later nothing. I'm ready to go as soon as I realize that Tolls is going to let this shit slide. But we sit and talk and stare a little at Mels' man mmmmmhhh. 

I say lets go to Bailey's and as we're walking in I see  high school friends Anne and Jessica two of the coolest yt girls eva. Anne's adopted brother was trying to talk to me I think. He's cute as shit but since I just visiting of course I meet the cutest men in Newport News. So as they're leaving I see this mf in their crew. All light skinned and in a thermo t-shirt just looking GOOD. We eye fucked for like  3 seconds and he kept walkin. So as I'm talkin the girls I look over my shoulder and who do I see but ol sexy. I point him out and we all stare and eye fuck him. But he with his boys and we're chilling so its whateva.  As I'm chillin Phil and IDH are  having this convo about him not wanting to go t0 MP's (a lil reggae spot) with crew of white girls. She was all upset because "I consider myself very cultured and that's bullshit". Well since I don't like her fake ass anyway I tell her that a lot of island people don't fuck with  yt people and if I saw a black dude with a group of yt people I'm going to assume that he doesn't like black women and not stop to talk to him.  So she's all upset and I don't give a shit.

As this is happening who comes and sits down but ol' sexy right in front of us. I have a balled up straw wrapper in my hand so I take it and throw it at his back. When he turns around we talk and his name is Blake. Too Fuckin' Cute. We talk but the bars' closing and we walk out. He gives me a hug. Blake follows us to the car and gets the number. He calls and we are supposed to chill today.      

Thanksgiving

So this year I decided to completely leave the the rest of my family and haul ass up to Va and get the run of the house with my girl C-Money.  She's my favorite light-skinned person. So its always a pleasure to just sit around the house and not do shit with her.  And I'm pretty sure she going to make me change this picture but I love both of the people in it. 

So anyway I miss this time with her so much because I don't get to just lay around and not do shit very often. We can sit and be quiet and be perfectly fine with it. We both are inside thinkers so it makes our friendship work.  

Hello Small World!!!!

It's just big ol' little ol' me. I'd like to take this time to introduce myself. My name is Jasmine Rae but my bestest call me Chu-Chi or Jazzy Pha. I currently live in Fayetteville, N.C. I'm trying to get used to some of the things down here because I swear to God this place will drive you fuckin' crazy. P.S. I have a got damn potty mouth so pleased don't be alarmed at some of the things that I say or some of the things I may do. But I hope that you come back and read me some times;))))