It's been a loong time...

I know that I haven't written anything in the longest time but right now I'm feeling it. Recently I lost the friendship of someone I considered a close friend....and was called a bitch. But oh well it was nothing new. But I'm growing into this town of mine. The people here made you feel kind of welcome. But in all honestly I miss my babe I know that he'll be home soon but maybe just maybe things will really get back to normal in my life. I used to all these dreams about what I'd be doing during this time in my life and so far nothing is popping off. I need a job, I need a car, and I need a good sexing but so far none of that is going down.