So after a year of being so lazy with this blog I'm going to start writing again. Yeah I know there are some things need to catch up on but damn it I'm lazy. Alrightly here's the "t" on me right now. I'm dating Baboo a sweet but short(5'6") guy, pros-kind, amazing father, has a great sense of humor; cons- going thru a "D", bitch mother who he lives with, and not a lot of free time. Now I'm also dating if that's what you want to call it, Smitty, he recently got out of jail and was my man pre-jail. Smitty calls me at the worst possible times I.e. 4 am when he's high or drunk. That's enough to stop it with him right there. But a slight part of me remebers what it was like for us in the beginning. He wrote me love letters for god sake. But now I can't even make myself call him. And Baboo is so scared of a real relationship that ever little thing is questioned and met with a side-eye. And the fact that I live NC right now is not helping this because I want a man here in bed with me at night. Baboo will have to make a Miracle trip down here or something. I know that I'm being greedy or even selfish because I'm not sure what I want from either of them I mean don't get me wrong, I care for both of them it's just hard to let either one of them go
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